for all its worth, it was worth all the while

Sometimes I wonder if it's all that much worth it.
For all the times, the joys, the friendships and ties that bond.
So much has changed, so little has stayed the same in the passage of time.
For now it's a fine ground between what I really want and how I know it can benefit old friendships.

You never needed me there in the first place.
And that trust I had in the friendship was just washed away in the trickling stream of time.

Things change.
People change.
Mindsets change.

And for all it's worth, it was worth all the while.

I have people I trust, people I know really take me for who I am.
And maybe I enjoy their company cause I don't have to try so hard.
Try so hard to what?
That, I'm not exactly sure.
To what ends, I ask.
For that, I have yet to find an answer.